高額年俸者

maybe (be)cause of ~

성격탓인지 영어를 말할때면 기가 죽어요. 올해 가능한 열심히 공부해서 제 영어실력을 올리고 싶어요.
Maybe cause of my personality, when I speak English I lost nerve. I study English as hard as possible and I want to improve my English.

토익점수 때문인지 취업하는게 쉽지 않아요.
Maybe cause of TOEIC score, it's not easy to get a job.

그의 성격탓인지 그는 자신에 대해 얘기를 안해요.
Maybe cause of his personality, he doesn't talk about his feelings.

I joined the OT today.
There were some people waiting for the level test. I had an English interview first and then took the writing test. I was pleased with the last question, because I learned the Toeic Writing Essay from my teacher last month. I could write the answer. After the level test, we went to a shopping mall to exchange dollars to peso. I wanted to withdraw some dollars because I bring the money a little. However, I had trouble withdrawing the money. I failed several times. I eventrually succeeded it after the other mall's ATM.
I also took a picture for the resgistration of academy.
I talked to my staff who was Chainese on my way academy. She is also student like us, too. She said she wanted to invest a lot of time in studying English, so she is trying hard. I thought she was very open-minded.
I think it is a good chance for me to recharge my batteries. I don't need to compare myself with others who have a good English skill. If I study English on a regular basis, I can improve my English.

have a lot of nerve
lost nerve

nerve : 신경세포, 용기, 베짱

수업시간에 영어를 유창하게 말하는 학생들을 보고 기가 죽었어요.
I saw many students speaking English fluently, so I lost nerve.

나는 베짱이 없어
I don't have a lot of nerve.